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[Sunday
27th November 11 at 3:34pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Hi

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[Sunday
14th November 04 at 9:26pm]
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[Sunday
14th November 04 at 8:43pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

Im just at aww with how uncompassionate people can be. Julie at work has a little son well hes sick and she needed to take him to the hospital well they wouldnt let her. THe general manager said she should have done that before work. So right now her son is suffocating and the ambulance is at her house but she cannot go home. They will not allow her to leave im just at some sort of aww about how uncompassionate people really are. A little boy is suffocating and she cant leave to go to him. Its amazes me still how people can be uncaring like that sure man has some kindness in them but to tell a mother she cannot go to her sick son she has to stay and close is unreal. Im just i dont know how to feel about this i see it as a new low for humanity really. well im going to go somewhere oh and after this post everything will be friends only.

Love always

Kami

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[Thursday
11th November 04 at 8:24pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Okay i have heard some bad rejection lines in my highschool life but the one i heard takes the cake so far. THe freshman kid at our table got up enough courage to ask this girl out well instead of the "lets be friends" line that we have all heard and gotten used to. HE got the "im into gay and bisexual men" line and thats just a wow. Poor kid that had to take his self esteem down a few notches atleast. thats a line i havent heard at all in highschool and i havent the slighest clue why one would use it but its still funny. Hearing that jsut like made my day i feel sorry for him but i laughed my ass off at lunch hearing it.

Love always
Kami

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[Monday
8th November 04 at 5:15pm]
[ mood | curious ]

How can somone say they are better than a person? Who has the right to say someone is better than another or their life counts more than anothers? Who has that right? No one is the answer to all these questions noone has the right to say they are better than another because of what they own and their place in life. No one has the right to say that one persons life is worth another when in all reality everyone is equal we are all made equal when we were born people just chose to say they are better. People dont see that nothing makes on persons life better than anothers. Only our personalities seprate us we are no better than anothr human being. God created earth and on the 7th day he rested but eh should have spent that day on compassion he should have spent that day making humans more compassionate. i am not a christain i dont believe in god and i dont care to believe in him either. But if he cerated everything he should have spent more time on man becasue we are the msot faultiest out of his creations. Im not going to harp on god becasue i dont believe in him and my heart supports me on that. Humans are the most crulest of the speices that live on earth we are. WHat gives us the right to do the things that we do people kill other people everyday becasue of stupid shit. People abuse people everyday a child is hurt a mother is killed and a family member is put 6 ft in the ground. So what gives us the right as humans to say we are better than another what gives us the right as humans to judge a person on what they appear to be without getting to know whats inside. What gives us that right? Nothing gives us that right and i wish people would see it and be more compassionate.

Love always
Kami

p.s dont comment on the god thing becasue i wont listen and i will just counter act your arugment so if you dotn want to get knocked down from that high horse i suggest you not even comment on it and leave it alone.

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[Friday
5th November 04 at 12:07am]
[ mood | blah ]

ignore this unless you want to read a body pharagraph of my sr lit paperCollapse )

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[Tuesday
2nd November 04 at 9:33am]
[ mood | good ]

im alive or i think i am well tis election day heh yay no school but our country is fucked with either guy they put in the fucking office. Ones a moran and the other is a sefl richous idoit so either way we go were fucked. One doesnt know whats going on and the other knows damn well what hes doing. One beats around the bush while the other put us in this mess so either way we go were fucked. but oh well i dont care anymore both are dumb asses. well im going to go find something to do

Love always

Kami

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Some one is watching me........... [Monday
1st November 04 at 1:23pm]
[ mood | evil kid and cat ]

Okay halloween kicked ass as always hmm i went out to the grudge OMGWTFBBQ that was a fucking fucked up movie it scared the shit out of me. That damn kid and his cat gaw and where the hell did they keep coming from and that noise gaw okay that jus tgaw someone is watching me i cant sleep without seeieng that god damn face.

Love always a wery scared
Kami or to those who know me as Masa

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[Thursday
28th October 04 at 7:21pm]
[ mood | what the hell is wrong with me ]

I think im losing myself fully i havent been myself in a while and im lost. I cant keep a train of thought long enough to be dangerous i cant even concentrate on my work. Im losing it i feel as though i am an empty shell void of all though and im jsut physicaly here. THere is nothing i can feel the tiredness and i can feel the nothingness yet there is no reason for it. Im jsut it has he baffled about whats wrong with me becasue i dont even know what is wrong wiht me. Im just i dont weven know

Love always
Kami

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Fair is Foil and Foil is Fair [Wednesday
27th October 04 at 4:01pm]
[ mood | Fair is Foil and Foil is Fair ]

I never understand why but i am just really good at Lit and stuff like that we are reading Macbeth in Lit class and i just picked up on eveyrthing that other people could not understand. I dont know where i got the natural talent of understanding writtings such as Hamlet and Macbeth without knowing anything about the polit or even the story line. BUt i have used this to my advantage like some of the books i had to read in school and most of my friends or who has ever had lit with me knows what i mean i just pick up on the hidden meanings. To me hard things to understand like shakespears' plays and such arnt really hard they are a piece of cake really. Im jsut bored and i just rambling.

Live life as though heaven was on earth and Love as though you have never been hurt

take this advice and use it well

Love always and forever
Kami

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[Tuesday
26th October 04 at 10:02am]
[ mood | bitchy ]

Damn all you people who write to damn much i swear half the time im just fuck this im not reading it. gaw im jsut being weird and bitchy today im in class and im just bored so yeah. Fuck long ass entries im tired of reading them.

Love
Kami

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[Sunday
24th October 04 at 1:19pm]
[ mood | drained ]

I dont know which is worse sitting by and watchign life pass you by doing nothing or tryign to stop it from passing you by. Im just tired ofwatching life over look me im tired of standing aside watching but thats my life i watch. My soul has already been spent then fire that was once there has turned into nothign but meir ashes. The knowledge i have has failed on me and the people i know im being to fade away from. Im jsut so tired really of this im tired of fighting im tired of just how my life is runned. well im going ot go i'll c ya around

Love always
Kami

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[Thursday
14th October 04 at 9:03pm]
[ mood | weird day ]

Hmm today has been just plain out right a weird day hmm my car wouldnt start this morning which made me and hour late for school then at school i really didnt do anything until 3rd period where we skinned a bunny or more like diceted it that was just cool. Hmm work was odd josh was extremly perky oh i made wind amsumble and i got to play the clarient in it also so yay no bass clarinet ((havent played in over 5 yrs)) like he origanly wanted to start me out on. hmm well thats about it for my weird ass day

hmm fire fairyCollapse )

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[Sunday
10th October 04 at 10:01pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

sorry i haven't updated in a while its been weird lately but im not going into that. Do you know what a wingless angel longs for what one with broken wings dreams of? I do i know what they wish for more than anything. I know what they dream of and what they long for more than anything in the world. They wish to be free to fly away from their lives and finally be free. To leave everything behind and fly away from the pain and broken dreams. But their wings could never mend never be fixed again just as mine will never be able to fly again. Mine are broken for the days when i used to fly are gone they are just sands in time. My gorgeus wings were taken away and i carry the memory of them every day just as i carry the memory off a hurt full past and a uncertain future. Love always Kami

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[Saturday
2nd October 04 at 1:41pm]
[ mood | loss ]

With knowledge one loses innocence and with innocencs one loses knowledge you cant live with one without losing the other. I have gained to much knowledge at my age for my innocence is almost gone. I have seen at a young age what many should never witness i have seen violence i have seen hate at its worst. i have been forced to grow up so i can protect the ones who cant even protect themselves. ANd yet i cant even do that right i cant even protect them. No one should ever have to grow up in a household of hate and violence no one should ever know what its like to never be loved by the ones who should have loved you. But there are people just like me who witness it who have gained to much knowledge to ever go back to being innocent. FOr this sad and depressing train of toughts is true im tired of haveing the knowledge i have i wish i could just go back but in all reality i cant.

A long and sad good bye
Love always and forever
Kami

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[Friday
1st October 04 at 1:03pm]
[ mood | angel!! ]

hey y'all life has been the same as ever i've been talking to scott i meet him at awa he's really sweet...hmm oh does anywone know any good haunted house in ga besides camp blood and fright fest and netherland ((cant spell)) me and a group of friends are going to hit the haunted houses this year. But anyways life has been the same as always work still sucks perves still rule the world dickheads still get ahead in life and the good people still fall behind. Gaw!! well i gtg im in class i should be working not on here

A long and sad goodbye
Love always and forever
Kami

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[Sunday
26th September 04 at 7:48pm]
[ mood | I cant believe this ]

Im about to cry i really am my mom handed me my cats collar..omg my heart hurts i have had her since i was 15 she was my baby. And its werid not to have her to hold her and pet her and the way she died was just a bigger blow. I cant believe im losing both of my pets in just a short amount of time my dog Alex is going to have to be put down. I just cant stop crying it hurts those 2 were my life they were my babys and to lose one and have to put the other down is so hard. ::sighs:: life fucking sucks asss

A long and sad goodbye
Love always and forever
Kami

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Tired as hell [Sunday
26th September 04 at 12:56pm]
[ mood | drained ]

I went to Anime Weekend Atlanta yesterday it was reall fun i met 3 cute guys that i do plan on keeping in touch with but anyways i got to see the 3rd inuyasha movie that was awsome Fluffy kicks ass. But anyways i got a L'Arch-en-ciel cd along with the Hyde and Gackt moon child book. We also got out pictures take and placed in a background for free because we knew the man's daughter and we agreed to be samples which we extremly cool. Hmm got lots of pictures met losts of Catboys heh met a squal who said i could beat the oying girl wiht his gun or swrod whatever it was but it was made of wood so it would have worked fine. Hmm got some bad news at teh end of it then we left at like 12:30. Im so fucking tired its not funny. Well i gtg i'll c ya when i c ya

Love

Kami

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[Thursday
23rd September 04 at 6:41pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

::sighs:: okay awa is this weekend i cant wait but in a since i can. its weird i have lost a want to go to this thing i just want to go see greg play in the smash brothers thing and thats it really. hmm well i gtg i have a paper to type so c ya

Kami

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[Monday
20th September 04 at 10:50pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Here for all of you who asked heres my prom pictures from last year might as well put it here before i send them to my grandparents Im the one in pink
Prom 2004Collapse ) These are some and i didnt feel like takign a offical one so yeah dont have one anyways

Love always
Kami

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